- random ramblings. Because I can.
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applepiecrust
- September 1st, 2008
So I have been back at Georgetown for nearly two weeks now, and it still feels a little weird. There's just this sense of being an outsider here that I cannot shake off. But then, this sense of being an outsider is worse at home than it is here. So, well.
I have been spending too much time reading fanfiction. It's not a good thing at all. Sure, some of the writing is wonderful and it would be all good if I just stuck to the HSM Chad/Ryan fandom which is small and has quite a bit of good quality writing. However, I venture into Harry Potter too, which is just bad, bad, bad! At least I haven't started writing fanfiction (except this one story that I wrote for a fic exchange), because what with school and all my extracurriculars and my job, I really should not be indulging myself with this. And I should be doing more productive things with my time. So no more Harry/Draco or AS/S or Remus/Sirius or Dumbledore/Grindelwald for me. But Chyan, that I'm keeping.
I also do not understand my obsession with slash. Or with gay men in general. I mean, obsession with LGBTQ rights and stuff, that I'd understand. But with the gay male culture? I dunno. And why do I spend so much time checking out guys with my (male) friends? Checking out gay guys with other gay guys? I really have no clue.
I'm weird. That's the only explanation that I have.
All right, back to my French homework/IR reading/filling out applications.